What about God ? First one must come to a major realization before the true soul searching begins. Man cannot interpret Gods Words. For God did not speak with scrolls or Commandments. The creator spoke with space, stars, Moon, Sun, Millions of Universes,Planets, Earth, Plant life, Animals, Humans, Minerals, Bacteria's, Cycles and Seasons and on and on and on. NOT with scrolls for man to interpret to create a male dominating society!!!! Whether one says God, God/dess, Buddha, the Isness, science and so on makes no mind. One must realize that if Man puts pen to paper and calls it Gods law than you know immediately it is controlling Mans Law and nothing but, though it has some good philosophy it is NOT the word of GOD. The Creator has no judgment, no fear, no hell awaiting you, no hatred. Creative Energy and the light frequencies creating are the purest love the Cosmic love that continues its love for itself to continue to create and never stop even if we no longer exist the love will continue to create. It is both positive and negative and human will choose to side with the positive or negative based on their actions upon each situation ,not the Creators. You are your own Judge and you will be harder on yourself than anyone or anything or any energy will be. You will know your rights and wrongs.
Nature is not evil, it is not good it just is. It will continue forever you can eliminate all humans and the creative energy will still flow. In order for the Cosmic love to be so strong it must have negative in order to appreciate the positive to the fullest.
To many people God is an excuse rather than an understanding. I know once one admits that Man CANNOT interpret the true Energy’s love and that holy writs are meant to only gain power over one's own spiritual soul that only then will one really find who their God is.
The mystery can be the great journey in all spiritual enlightenment but one must find it on their own and not base it on fear that they will not make it into the holy land all because man say’s so . The controlling Males who wrote the bibles are the true negative as they have tried to steal people’s spiritual lives by way of lies. This is a horrible crime!!
Now I am not saying it is wrong to be a Christian or Catholic BUT what I am saying is before becoming one you should discover this is your chosen religion based on your own internal search because you have been open minded to all other religions and found that the religion fits you, and not because you were forced to believe in it.